I love you

I'm not entirely sure. But maybe I do. Countless times have I stopped myself from saying it, so maybe I do mean it. Maybe I do love you. No. I do love you, may it be as a friend or someone more than just a friend. But I do.

And maybe because I do, I'm letting you go, letting you grow, letting you be the person who you deserve to be.

I absolutely appreciate everything that you have done for me, all that change has been amazing. But if it doesn't amaze you, then...well. Do you really want that? I would also appreciate the kind of support where you're willing to grow as well. To work hard as well. To have the same drive. Even if you don't spend as much time with me, it hurts but I'll do my best to be okay with that as long as I know it is the same future we're both looking at.

And yeah, I'll still be here, physics ;)