11.19.2016

I want you to know

that I loved every bit of it. I loved spending time with you everyday -- listening to music in your car, driving to McDonald's, watching Winnie the Pooh like grown adults. I loved the way you take my hand and kiss it, the way you attempt to rest your head on my shoulder risking injuries, the way you're always there for me, the way you kiss the top of my head, the way you embrace me -- always making me feel safe and secure. I will miss all of those things, for the sake of not losing it completely.

I hope you know that it confuses me, too. I hope you know that I tried, I tried not to do this. I hope you know that I like you back, and I am very sorry for not saying it sooner. I told you that we're at 98% right now and we need to lower it down to 10%. I know it sounds vague but I know you understand. You're one of the smartest people I know, and I know you're mature enough to know what I mean. It's all going too fast. I don't want to lose it. It's too good for me to let go.

I will always like you, and that's what I want you to know.

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