what we feared the most

[so I found this unfinished draft when my parents found out about my "boyfriend"]

I honestly don't know where to begin. Because I never expected this, or at least, never imagined it would happen. I always know what to do in every situation because I always imagine scenarios. But not this one. Never this one.

So let me start off with the second round of my conversation with my parents, and this time, they were not only disappointed -- they were mad.

My mom has great motherly instincts, and she knows everything. I need not to say anything. She knew as I "tried" to break up with you that I was still talking and communicating with you afterwards. And apparently, that wasn't what they wanted.

"You okay?" you asked. Believe me, I was left speechless as to what I should say. And this time, I'm doing it the right way.

"No but ALL GOOD HAHAHAHA maybe I just need a 2nd shower lolol" and let me piece it together for you now. Right before I started writing this, I tweeted.

"The shower disguises tears. Shower often. Soon enough it'll rain, and it'll drown your tears, it'll drown your fears."

(fck you messaged just now and you saw the tweet)

They're making me choose now, Jerry.

UPDATE:

So he turned into the asshole people thought he was and so he is not worth my time anymore, let alone this blog post.