What Makes Me Special

It always bothers me when I think about a certain question.

"What makes you special? What makes you standout? Do you even standout?"

You are probably wondering why this bothers me. If you have not read my previous posts, well then, I'll walk you through it--through this situation I am in.

I will apply to Harvard. Now, you get it. By simply saying that, everyone would understand me. There are thousands of applicants and their acceptance rate by the time I apply would most probably be as little as 5.9% (the previous acceptance rate) This fact makes me worry but every time I pray, every worry disappears. But, I can't just go around places not worrying all the time! Yes, God is here for me, for us, but a part of that "worry-less-ness" should come from me! I should do something that would make me feel contented, comfortable and free from worries. And that is *drum roll!* SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE, OUTSTANDING, AND SPECIAL. The thing is, it is still not obvious to me yet.

I don't really know what makes me special. My general average in my senior year (I don't know if I should convert it to the 4.0 GPA) is 92+, I'm studying everyday of my summer for the SAT Subject Tests and THE SAT. Oh, that's right. I should study now. I'll go for now, I'll continue this maybe after the test. Hahaha, sorry. (That's odd. I'm saying sorry to myself since I don't have readers. Hahaha! Well, anyway, good bye for now.) Take care and God bless :)